I remember one of the early conversations I had with my therapist as a new widow. I remember some of the questions and anxieties that swirled around in my head. Will I ever be happy again? Will I ever feel normal again? Will I love again? How will the boys do without a father? What will life be like without a partner? Will the boys have someone in their lives who is a father to them eventually? I had everything figured out when my husband, Ryan, was alive and healthy, and I found myself having n